behind familiar doors

brightlightsloudnoises:

I am relearning love
as the quarter pole shrinks into the
distance
and the halfway mark
ruins the horizon,

the pain moves up from
my stomach
to my heart
in this,

the first bite
of autumn

Waited all day to see him. Now I just want to go to bed but the baby is kicking me like crazy. Sigh so alone in bed, still. ))unhappy((

I think my other half was surprised I didn’t mind him taking pics of us having sex. Then he said I could swap pics w/ other couples. Wonder if he thinks I won’t do it? Anyone wanna swap?